Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Time for a re-newal of motivation!



Sitting here 9 months post op/post mental-emotional-physical trauma I am no where near where I want to be with my goals despite working hard for them!

Just last week was the 9 month mark for my amazing little man entering into this world!

Just so happens that he was a little more eager to come than his older brother was (a week overdue). This angel came a MONTH EARLY. Boy were we surprised despite the doctor telling us he would be here early. Clearly I was in denial because I felt awesome! I was exercising and still running at 6 months. Well turns out I had Placenta Previa. Pretty much what that means is that I would bleed out if I were to start having contractions or when the baby (in my case) began to "drop". After an awesome BBQ with some of my dearest friends it happened.

Long story short he came and spent a week in the NICU. As luck would have it Jared had a work training for 2 weeks starting just a few days after I got home from the hospital. Boy has it been an adventure. I have pushed myself (safely) but there has been no change.
To me that just does not seem fair- Guess what? Lie isn't fair sometimes. And sometimes the time is not when you want it to be. Does that mean you give up? NO


It just means that it may be a good idea to try something different. So that is what I am doing...something different!